+h3 +eaR I cry

Sh0uLd i?? or shouLd i not...

2010-07-19T04:32:00.000-07:00

Always fantansing in the world of dream land.. w0nderin to trUst u or t0 truSt my eyes??
s0 s0 many things i yearn to have, but i'm jus g0t back almost n0thin.. Is this wad i really really wanted?

If i'm to let go now, i guess it's just all to Late... If u really love a person, you will spare a though for them.. Rite? You nv wanted me to t0uch alchol, fine.. i oblighted most of the times.
You nv wanted me to be around when u're with your friens... Fine!! I gave in... You nv wanted go hang out with my frens either.. ok... Ya... nvm.. i give in...

You claim you wanted to marry me, at my back, you jus simply told ur frens... "i nv though of marryin her" Ok.. what the hell you wan??

You say you will nv contact your ex.. but wad i saw.. you been tryin to search her profile high and low... YA!!! I"M INVISABLE TO YOU!! I'm not a human.. I'm jus a spare tyre to you rite??? Stop putting on a show and claim how much you love me.. st0p lying ok.. I had enough...

I will hate you for the rest of my life. You force me to..

Le Noir

2010-07-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

Happie Belated Birthday my dearest Sis.... Met Joyce baby and my darling sis at town for dinner. Walk around and finally, settle down with a fine western resturant... My sis really know how to chose Hor... =.="

Nvm.. Birthday Treat.. Hahax.. Waitin for smetimes before our food was serve... Joyce sure had a hard time slicing her BEEF STEAK!!! LoLx.. Ended up, she gave up chewing it too...

Look tempting??

Finaly after dinner, when to shop around as Sis wanted to buy a shoe... Ai mei bu yao ming.. Lolx.. Blister are appearing yet she still wanted to buy a pair of new heels.. Finally after 1hr++, she mangage to buy 1 pair and we headed off to Boat Qeuy for Shisha...

Stupid Bitch, wanted to smoke Shisha... Make Joyce smoke also.. Kill her... =P

Finally i ended up watchin soccer... GOAL!!! Holland beated Brazil... WHEW!!!!

PICTURES!!!

Finally, headed down to Le Noir as Joyce wants to Club... CLUBBER!! Lolx... Around 2am, send Joyce home before i head home... happie 22nd Birthday Old Lady.. =P Ops.. I mean Jie Jie... Heehee!!!

Fri Nite!!!

2010-05-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

Our Group Photo..

Hey My FrenS!! Yea.. It's a Fri Nite... Ended work at 5.30pm SHARP!! Yea.. Meeting Ee wen and clique tonight... ^^

Met Mei Nu Ee Wen at Bugis first and went to had dinner as i was starving like hell... Ate pasta as i didnt have it for such a long time... Walk around and brough earrings as i need a few pair.. hahax.. Ee wen finally brought her shoe.. Saw Xiao Hui which was Jie Jie Sec classmate.. OMG!! Lots of changes.. Yea.. Ppl do change... Me myself, have totally change.. hahahax..

Around 9+, went to eat again.. LoLx.. After eating, heading down to PS and waited for Benny they all.. Catch the Movie Once a Gangster.. Ok.. This Show is FuCkin LAME AND Stupid...

Before the Movie... PIC!!!

TPSS

Benny, Ee Wen & Me

Saw Angela and Ee Wen make her take pic..

Twist!!!

HAha!! Cai Lin is so cute man..

After the movie, when to Jalan Kayu and had prata.. Was damm sleepy man.. Finally.. Home Sweet Home at 5am+.. Thanks Ee wen as she ask her bf to send me home.. Love you lots ok.. ^^..

Bath!! Dry my hair,... ZzZzZZZzzzZ at 6+ in the morning... Swit Dream

Forget the Past. Look ahead the Future

2010-05-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

Hi my future!!! Hmmm.. i'm all prepare.. prepare to let go already.. I'm tired.. very very tired...
Seriously, i dunno wad am i thinking... Am i really thinkin to much which tend to make me feel insecure or this is the fact that we 2 belong to 2 diff world...

Well... I wont shred anymore... Really!!! I will lead my own life without suffering... =3
My BFF (CHERYLL) thank you for accompany me that nite.. Had Lots of fun man.. Miss those time back with you.. heehee!!!

BFF!!!!!

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Snap SnaP!!!

hMmmm!!!

I Jus love myself too much!!

Hi Future.. Looking forward.. ^^

I guess it's time

You was so sweet in the past..

GoodBye my sweet Moment!!! You will always hold a special place...

4yrs 1mth and going....

2010-05-14T04:58:00.000-07:00

It has been 4yrs and 1mth... I guess you actually no longer love me but chose to keep quiet.. Is it because i didnt have a place to stay?? You always claim that this is not the reason.. How am i suppose to believe you??

Hmmm... But somehow, this day still have to come.. Am i rite?? No point holdin on to a R/S that you are not happy with.. Yea!! I will always stay strong... Keep smiling.. =)

I have let go...

2010-04-30T19:37:00.000-07:00

Fiona.. Why are you so stubborn?? You know the truth yet refuse to accept it.. Stupid...
Refuse to accept the bad side but keep thinkin how good he is. STUPID!!!!

Somehow, my life is a story, a story with no ending till i die... I guess i got the answer to myself, but i continued to deceive myself. I will be strong and lead my own life happily. Well... You always say that you wanted to marry me, but your heart say a diff side.. Lucky for me to find out the true, if not i will still be living in my fairytale land believing that you will really marry me someday.. Dun have to force yourself to say if you dun want to.. I will still lead my life as usual.

Dun worry, i will grant you wish.
I wont Love you that much like before. ^^

I will Be Happy... =)

Why did you claim that you wanted to marry me when you didnt mean it??

I Love Myself.. =3

*If somehow, you are reading this, dun ask me anything.

4yrs of Happiness/Saddness

2010-04-11T00:30:00.000-07:00

Hi My dear Blog,

I will wish myself a Happie Advance 4yrs Anniversary. 22/o4/o6 - 22/o4/10

For wad i known, this is my longest and experience alot of happy and unhappy moment.

Thanks Panda, for the gift. I hope you treasure me more that before. Although i'm very tired and always wanted to let go, as i really wanted a guy who will care about my feelings, that really love me whole hearted, but i am content that we use to have happy moments. Xie Xie Ni.

My Present

I guess i can be very happy with jus a little present or something, i dun ask for much either. All i wanted is to be out with you till late on Sat nite for occasion, but i know this is impossible. Whenever i see my frens, i admire them. Everyone started asking me, you no Bf? Hmmm.. This is the time i always felt sad, lonely... Sometimes Kor kor cares for my feelings more than Ben does... Sigh!!!! ='(((

You once told me that if i dun like, i can leave.. If i really leave, will you be happier?? If yes, than i will leave.. Maybe in the 1st place, we should'nt have got back as our character dun suit. Well.. since i already chose this path, i will work hard to save this R/S till the day i cant endure... Happie 4yrs Ben Quek. Love you.. =3

Mummy,, I miss you

2010-04-10T23:42:00.000-07:00

Mummy... If you are still around, i guess we 3 wont have to suffer... But i know you didnt wan it that way eiter... Your time is up. We 3 just have to accept it.

If we still have a house, havin You, Daddy, Jie Jie and Mei Mei all stayin in a house, i wont felt so lonely, so stressful, and somehow i'm afraid i will break down becos of a Unhealthy R/S. Even though i'm now stayin in Ben's parents house. And i like them very much, but i wont know whether this R/S can be save.

Mummy... If you are still around, you will advise me and comfort me and courage me whether to let go or not... Somehow i'm just so so so tired... I want to leave everything behide... Sigh!!!

Mummy... Please come to my dreams tonight ok... Love you always, Our dearest Mum.....

Happy April FooL!!!

2010-04-02T07:00:00.001-07:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL...

Hahax.. Benny Tan, hope you enjoy this Yr April Fool!!!!!!!! =P

1st April 2010-

Yea!!! Meeting my Mates for singing session TODAY!!

Headed down to Tam after work and waited at Tampines 1 for Benny to fetch me. Went to had Steamboat at Tai Fu and had buffet.. Was quite fresh, better than bugis.. hAhAx..

After eatin, benny drove down to Katong and we went to Teo Heng. Waited for Ee Wen Bf to come before goin in.. Gosh.. As expected, Benny and ee Wen was fighting for the Mic arguing here and there... Yong Wei, for in love with Elva man.. Hahax.. But i like her too.. =D

The happening part starts here...

Benny: A AAA... My where is my phone??

Me, Cai lin, Ee Wen, Yong Wei: Huh?? Where's your phone?

Benny: I dunno... Help me find Lei.. My 12.1 Lei?? (He started movin all the chairs and ended up searching high and low for His 12.1 Satio)

Me: You just now take pic got put outside anot??

Benny: No lei.. Just now all along inside my pocket.. WZY... Call my hp... faster Faster...

WZY: Orhx orhx.. Wad's your No. (He didnt know we are pranking on Benny)

Ring!!! Ring!!(Cai Lin and me starting makin alot of noise so that he cant hear..)

Benny: I hear my phone, my phone Lei?

Me: No La.. Is my phone Ring... ( I took WZY phone and pretend to call)

Benny: Wao Lao.. My 12.1... (Getting more panic..)

Ee Wen: You got put outside anot? You go outside check..

As Benny went out, Cai lin was so nervous as i ask her to switch off the phone ASAP.

Cai Lin: HOW TO OFF HOW TO OFF??

Yong Wei: Ehh.. Relax lei!!! Dun Kan Cheong

Me: I off I off.. (Ended up, i switched off Benny phone)

Benny: Wao lao.. Outside dun have... WZY.. Call again...

WYZ: Benny, your phone switch off lei. I think ppl take away Le.

Benny: Ehhhh!!!! My 12.1 mega pix.. My mum is gonna kill me... Die le...

Cai Lin: I understand how you feel, i also lost before. Dun sad la.

Benny: Wao piang. 12.1 is my baby Lei. Dei le Die le.

Yong Wei: Gottcha.. April Fool..

Me, CL, EW, YW: AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Benny: Wao Lao.. U all good.. You know my heart beat damm fast lei...

Benny was so happy that his 12.1 is in my hand.. See whether you still dare to prank us anot. While!!! APRIL FOOL!!!! LOLX

After singing, we went to Old Hong Kong and drink something.

Around 4am+, headed home and slept around 5+ in the moring. NITE!!!

This is the part where i took Benny phone and hide... ^^

1 litre 0f Tears wasted

2010-03-27T06:05:00.000-07:00

Sitting quietly on the bed staring and sobbing to the 4 walls.. Where will you whenever i needed you?? Nvm.. With you around, you will get piss off instead of comforting me.. Forget It..
Dragging for such a long time, i decided, nv to face the 4 walls and cry but to let go and be a happy girl.

Finally, i speak how i felt.. Did you really treasure me? We once lost each other, but you still chose not to treasure. Why must you contact me?? WHY MUST I CHOSE TO GET BACK TO YOU?? WHY?? Is this a game or something? Did you ever care about how i felt, how i think.. F***... I'm tired..

Being with you making my life so meaningless, so misarable, i lost quite a no. of my frens because of you, yet you didnt bother to think how i felt. Do i still love you? I have once love you alot alot before, giving you a 2nd chance takes me alot of courage to accept you again.. I guess we are not meant for each other...

Ps: You were the one that make me shred the most, yet love you the most.. Sayonara....

I LOVE MY FRENS

2010-03-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hey my dear frens... I will normally update for Sat Nite Out... =)

Meet my Sec mates at tam.. (Yea... Bus down to Tam.. Damm Far ok..)
Had dinner at Tampines Mall.. SLURP!! I miss my Fried Fish Bee Hoon.. hAhAx.. But n0b0dy eat.. Cos aLL have eaten..

After dinner, meet up with Benny, Yong wei and his Gf..
They went shopping with me and i brought a pair of slipper.. Lolx.. Guess Ben mummy is gonna nag again.. Buy so many heels, slipper = End up throw at home nv wear.. =P
But seriously, i like his family... =D

Back to topic.. Went to had Late dinner with them.. Yea.. 2hr ago, i had Fish bee Hon, 2hr lata, i'm having duck riCe.. hAhAhAX... 10pm sharp, Benny send his Gf homE and we sLack at century Square and waited foR my little brother - Benny to come back..

Around 11+, he came back and off we go.. Changi Village.. Ahahahax... Benny evEn dare t0 disturb theM.. I Miss the oLd times we had man...

PHOTOS!!!!

Ee Wen Mei Nu.. OK!!!

Cute Cai Lin

My Brother.. yea!!!

Frens F0rever... =)

Home sweet Home at 4am+... LOVE YOU ALL!!!

mY truE feeLings

2010-03-23T04:27:00.001-07:00

Headed to town Last Last Sat, anD by the time we reach, it was aLready DinnEr time.. (Laugh)

So aS i sLept throughout the whole aftern0on, i waS daMm famish... Went to had sushi as Ben wanted to eat that.. Well.. He pr0miSe mE that wE wiLL have a nice meal once a monTh.. ShouLd bE feeLing happy, bUt s0meh0w i jus felt that well i dunn0 wad am i thinking

Sometimes i just dunno wad are my feeLings for you anymore... Badly i wanted to leave yet i dun have the guts to let g0.. I ofteN ask myself.. Are we really a couple?? Why do other bf bring their gf out with their frens, while we go separate ways...

I'm tired of all your nonsense when you got home drunk and i just felt like putting it to a end.. How good if i have half of my sibling heart.. Heartless enough to say GOODBYE!!!!

Well... Basically this is how i'm feeling right now. Photo will do the toking.. LazY to blog.. ZzZz...

Woah!!! Must Try.. NICE!!!

I have reaLLy once Love U aLot...

KuKu!!!

On the way home, Ben took the train with me till Ang Mo Kio, and my journey back home was alone... From that day onwards, i swear never to cry for you again... Never in my life.. I must leave....

Visting My Mummy... =)

2010-02-21T01:37:00.000-08:00

Got woken up by Ben Mummy around 10am+ as she wants to bring me to the temple and pray cos ppl who born on the year of SNAKE kena Tai Sui this year.. Not only SNAKE.. TIGER, SNAKE, PIG AND MONKEY... So sweet mof his parents.. If only i got parents like Ben.. ='(

This is the Temple we went earlier just now!!

So Panda continued slpin as they play Mj till 5am ytd.. OMG!!!! Cant believe it.. Bath and prepare.. Went to had lunch with his Parents and Jie Jie before heading to the temple... Started praying and around 1pm+, we left the temple..

HOME!!! But Panda say he will bring me to Mandai to visit my Mum, so cab down to Mandai Cementery as we both dunno how to go... Hand made flower by me for my mother and visit Baby Hailie as well....

On the way to Mandai..

Ps. ''Mummy, although you are not in this world, but watch over we 3 sisters ok?? WE LOVE YOU.. Mummy.. this is your 1st time seeing Ben.. Hope you will lead me to the rite path.. Misses"

Panda LOVE Panda...

Finally on our way home, went to 768 and buy some food as i'm hungry already. OMG.. Just 3hrs ago i had a heavy lunch, Now i'm hungry already... Heehee.. Had my chicken chop rice and Panda brought pudding for me.. YUM YUM!!!!! Finally 5pm we reach home...

My day ended happily today... Tml work.. BUCK UP FIONA... Panda Dear dear... Thx you.. LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPIE 21st Birthday SHANG FEN

2010-02-20T04:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPIE 21ST BIRTHDAY TO CHUA SHANG FEN ON 19.O2.201O...
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shang Fen Birthday Present By US!!!!! Hope you will like it

Reach Shang Fen darling house around 7pm and Ee Wen they all have reach earlier.. Had dinner and start to Chit Chat as i didnt meet them for a long time after my Tampine House was SOLD BY A FUCKING BITCH... [I'm refering to my StepMUM]..

Photo of Shang Fen will be upload soon once they upload to FB.. SF WE LOVE U

Hahax... Left Her house around 11pm and headed to have supper with Ee Wen and her bf, Benny, Cai Lin & Bf, Pei Yu and Yong Wei... After supper, went to Pasir Ris to catch a movie... "HOT SUMMER LOVE".. Ok.. This show is fuckin stupid but benny was the one who make it sound that interesting.. GUYS.. You all know wad happen in the cinema.. OK.. Lucky there is only a total of 11ppl inside the cinema... So we Took Pic inside the cinema.. hahax..

Ok!!! before the Movie starts, FOTOS will do the Job...

Benny Behaving Like an IDIOT!!!
1.. 2... 3... OPEN!!!

Group Photo!!!!

THE LADIES

AND THE GENTLEMAN

GUYS!!!

GIRLS!!!

SNAP!!! SNAP!! SNAP!!!

1 2 3 4

TWIST!!!

TAKE 1 FAIL!!!

TAKE 2 FAIL!!!

FIONA TAKE... PASS!!!!

Benny 12.1 Megapixel PHONE..
Yea.. He keep.. My phone 12.1 mega pixel ok.. SHOW OFF...

Cab home after the movie... Meet Up Soon for Next Outing... WHEW!!!
Home Sweet Home At 4AM...

Ps. Whenever i'm with my frens, i felt so peaceful, so joyful, nothing to worry about... =)

Happi3 Chinese new yeaR.. =D

2010-02-18T20:00:00.000-08:00

1st Day Of Chinese New Year
Hi ppL... wishes you a HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR... ROAR!!!!!!!!!!
Sadly t0 say, mY 1st daY of renuion lunch was not with my family, but is with Ben's family. I guess without them, i will be all alone in the morning. Well.. n0thin to be sad, It's New year and i'm glad Uncle and Auntie is takin care of me... LOVE

Went to had lunch with Ben's family at his Uncle house, Ah shit.. f0rg0t t0 snap s0me f0t0s.. Haha... Nvm... Next Year.. =D Whew.... this year collect more ang bao compare t0 the previous year.. Around 3+, Headed to his Ah ma house and i started eating again.. Finally, my Bimbo sis called... Met up with her and of cos my precious NIECE. Headed t0 our Grandma House and I EAT AGAIN.. This time round, i ate 2.5 bowls of rice.. ahAhAhAx.. SHOCKING RIGHT... Jie and mei was sayin.. wad's my stomach make up of?? Feed baby Chloe and play with her... SHE'S VERY NOTTIE!!!!

Finally, around 8+, jie fu drop me at woodland and went back to Ben's Grandmother house and play with his cousin... 1st Day of New Year End.... =)

2nd Day Of Chinese New Year

Today, Ben's friends. relative will be coming over to his place to celebrate. As for me, I went out with my 2 sisters. Yea!!! They are my lovely Sis.. Somehow, if only we had a house... Like we use to stay together in a house, having late Chit chatting, sharing our sorrows and happy moment.. I miss it alot... Sigh!!!

Had a heavy lunch with my sis and i had near to 3 plates of FOOD!!! Hahax.. Catch a movie with my sis.. Percy Jackson and the lightening Theif.. NICE SHOW.. OK... PERCY IS DAMM HANDSOME MAN...

After movie,

SNAP!!! SNAP!!! SNAP!!!

Heehee... Photos.. Walk around own and went h0me around 8+.

Reach home around 9pm and WOW!!! everyone is gambling... So i join in and win some $$$$.. Hahax... Finally, it's 2am+, help to clean the house and Ben say he goin out with his frens, always leaving me alone... You nv ever though of sparing a though for me when you are with your frens, MJ, tkd... Hmm... Wad will happen if i chose not to patch back with you in the past?? Somehow, i just feel like letting go, but it's so so so hard.. zzZZzZZ!! 6am.. 2nd day of New Year end...

3rd Day Of Chinese New Year

Sleepy Head.. Time to wake up.. YAWN!!!! Woke up and prepare to go to my Mum's mother side... Gosh!!! I hate traveling long distance, so i took a cab there.

PICTURE TIME...

Snap a pic with my great grand mother and mt little sis.. She was the one who took care of me since young as my mum refuse to take care of me... AH ZHOU... I LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS....

3rd Day of New Year End.. WORK TML!!!!

22/o4/o6 - 22/o4/10

2010-02-07T01:20:00.000-08:00

i duNn0 h0w u feeL, buT i'm s0 tIred, u arE aLways maKiN me crY anD w0rst, without anY comfort but th0se nasty w0rds whiCh i cant tolerate and i juS stood theRe breakin doWn.. whY mUst u aSk mE f0r a patCh?? WHY??

If i didnT geT baCk t0 u, wiLL i bE happiEr bY n0w?? StupId FiOna... Be strong ok?? Everythin will turn out to be beta... U juS havE to let g0... kn0wiN i cat let go, i jus have to ask u to break off with me, if not i cant bring myself to.... Haiix... Fiona.. DUMB ASS....

anywaY, i gt a job, s0 h0pefuLLy evErything runs weLL f0r mE and h0pe t0 finD a ro0m t0 rent asap.... Fiona.. All the best...

ps: i'm not gonna shead those tears anymore....

Sweetest Moment to TreasUre

2010-01-27T05:49:00.000-08:00

2o10.. =D

Hi ppl... CNY is around the corner... Hmmm... In every r/s.. There is always happy moment yet sad moment... i use to believe in fairytale that somehow the prince will always bring the princess away.. To a far far place and live happily for ever.. Hahax... I guess i'm still dreaming..

Ever though why some ppl have the chance to live in luxery, wealth and everything they wanted, while some jus dun have the chance to... This world is jus so unfair, but live will always be live.. we cant chose our on path...

Well.. Nites.... havIn the sweetest dreAm aLwaYs.. smiLe Fiona... =)

NitE OUTZ

2010-01-16T22:45:00.000-08:00

mEt mY dearest sis and went f0r casting t0day... h0pefuLLy we are abLe t0 geT iN s0 i caN earN m0re $$$ LoLx.. aftEr castIng, weNt t0 far east t0 had dinnEr and meT uP with Pretty May anD 0ff wE g0.. t0 have an auditIon..

Now.. aftEr the auditioN... heaDed t0 Le noir aS it was dunn0 wh0 birthday.. i f0rg0t hiS namE.. LoLx.. sIt theRe anD stonE aS i waS n0t feeLin weLL...

WELL!!!! Pic d0 the taLkIn.. haHAx...

I'm n0t druNk.. May aSk me t0 sLp.. LoLx.. =X

PretTy May..

My pRettY eLder sis.. =)

Okies.. i'm aLwayS behaving Like aN idioT.. haHAx

happIe 2o1o

2010-01-10T22:39:00.000-08:00

a branD neW yr aheaD.. happIe 2o1o... finalLy i'm graduate fr0m Business Managment course.. Waitin f0r resuLt and mean whiLe Lookin f0r a Full time joB.. =D

OncE i geT thE joB, eVerythIng wiLL bE oveR.. LeadIn my new Life aLone anD stayIn strongeR thaN bef0re... I'm n0t goIn breaK doWn thaT easY.. BLAHX!!!! *** ****.. i makE suRe i wiLL Life happier and more cheerfuL thaN bef0r3... WITHOUT YOU... =D

L0Ts 0f LuckS aheaD FIONA!!!!!!! JIA YOU!!! =D

GalS Nite OuT.. =D

2009-12-26T21:16:00.000-08:00

Suppose t0 spEnt the nite studyin f0r c0mIn exAms, buT s0mehoW, wE enD uP eatIn anD pLayin... Ahahahax... Study f0r 2hRs bef0re meEtin yiba0 f0r suPper.. Gosh.. JoycE and i jus had dinner, n0w sUppEr.... WeLL.. sLack and didnt realise the timE.. reAch joyce hoMe aT 3aM+ anD batHed...

PHOTOS DO THE TALKING!!!!!!!!!!!!

tHe rabbIt iS s0 bLissfuL

rabbIt kEna t0RturE

ahAhAhAh!!!!!

HELP!!!!

my facE damm eR xiN

=.="

hUh???

JoyCe kEna buLLy by Me

hEeHeE!!!!

FinaLLy... aFter vide0in stupid thIng, takIn stupId stuff, Yawn.. we r exhasted... anD guesS waD tIme wE sLept... yEs... 7am in thE m0rnIn... ahAhAx... ZzZzZzzzz!!

MerrY Xmas

2009-12-24T10:15:00.000-08:00

Last Night i dream ab0ut Santa askin me what i wanted f0r christmas...

I toLd Santa wanted a House stayIn wiTh mY sibLings, wanted t0 staY haPpy aLwaYs anD a 1o0% devoted, taLL, hanDs0me anD GOOD Bf who wiLL aLways bE bY my siDe t0 chEer mE wheNevEr i'M doWn anD aT mY wEakess tIme 0f LifE...

Santa said... Okies.. i shaLL giVe u waD u waNt f0r christMas... =D

I waS s0 hapPy, BuT whEn i woKe uP, juS t0 reaLised that thiS is juS a dreaM.. pArtLy juS a dReam thaT couLd mAke mE smiLe Like a LittLe gaL... [Idi0t rIte.. LoLx]

But i hAve t0 aCcept thE fact thAt thIs iS juS a drEam whIch w0nt reaLLy c0mE truE. But suCh sWeet dreAms, s0meh0w i ratHEr ch0se n0t t0 wakE up, bUt conTinuE drEamIn... harD t0 beLievE, bUt i reaLLy aLwayS haVe suCh werId dreAms.. LoLx... mayBe it wiLL c0me tRue s0mE daY.. hahAx... Yea!!! i'm stiLL dreAmiN in mY faIrytaLe LanD.. HmMm...

AnywaY.. MErry X'mas t0 evEryoNe... =)

Always StayIn haPpy...

2009-11-20T08:04:00.000-08:00

HopefuLLy.. I'm abLe t0 d0 it anD LeavE afTer o3.o1.201o.....

I gUess we b0tH wiLL bE happIer... =) Cant waIt t0 sTaRt mY neW Life with0uT u anD jUS BeiNg independenT... My nExt targEt iS t0 EARN LOTS oF $$$$ anD Lead mY Life with0ut u... Partyin Like maD tm... hAppY hAppY gaL... =)

InsecuRe...

2009-11-14T09:29:00.000-08:00

Being togethEr f0r s0 Long, bUt sadLy tiLL t0daY, i f0und 0uT that i sh0uLdnt have gt bAck t0 u in thE paSs... Everything waS a Big mistAkE... I guEss u nV f0rgeT heR afteR aLL.. U claim thaN u haVe n0 m0re feeLings f0r heR, but i doUbt s0.. I juS n0e thaT i'm veRy tiRed and feeL Like Leaving U... But s0meh0w i felt that i'm traP bY yoU...

Being wiTh u maKe me s0 s0 daMm insecuRe... Wondering wHetheR waD u saY isit truE or n0t.. FeeLin Like a dUmB Ass s0metiMEs bUt i juS duNn0 h0w t0 saY.. Sayin w0nt heLp eithEr, bUt lead t0 quarrels.. sO i belieVe the bEst thiNg t0 d0 iS t0 Let g0... Pls duN f0rcE urseLf t0 LoVe me if u caNt, c0s u wiLL enD uP huRtin ppL....

Jus an0ther feW m0rE months anD we shaLL Bid g0odbyS.. HopefuLLy i wiLL Be stroNg t0 Let g0 anD f0rgeT u f0revEr....

2009-11-10T06:24:00.000-08:00

31st Oct 2009

Suppose to be clubbing today by due t0 s0mething which cock up.. No choice.. Have to work.. Well.. Workin today was sure tiring.... Although didnt manage to party, buT pLay whiLe w0rkIn.. haHAhAx.. StarT at 9pm anD enD Damm LaTe t0daY.. NvM.. $$$ firsT... LoLx... Pic wiLL d0 aLL the tokin.. LazY t0 tyPe.. haHAx...

My halloween outfiT,... ROAR!!!!!

FinalLy Exam for Bs is OVER... Now.. maIn focuS oN Ob, which is on thUr.. GoOd Luck eVeryOnE... LETS PARTY HARD AFTER EXAMS... WHEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Actual 20th Birthday with Ben.. =)

2009-10-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

s0mE of the pIc we took aT nitE safaRi... happie sWit 20th birthday fiona... with Ben.. aLwaYS rmB.. =)

HAPPIE 20TH BIRTHDAY TO FIONA

2009-10-19T18:36:00.000-07:00

8th Oct 2009

Whew... I'm offically 20th.. which was a few days back.. been such a long time since i update this bloody blog.. hahahax.... Well.. met my gals at city hall station before headin towards makansutra to had our dinner... Hmm... Had my favourite stringray, lala, pepper crab, prawn omelette, chicken wings [YUMMY!!!]
and lastly the kang kong [but i didnt touch that].... =P

After dinner... went to had a ride in the singap0re flyers.. was behavin like an idiot but n0 choice.. I'm t0o hyper.. ermm.. n0t only me.. my gaLs as well.. hahax.. well.. the pic will do the talkin for now.. Tata... =D

Headin to Dbo as it was victor belated birthday as well.. Celebrate my birthday with him and w0w.. suprise.. 2 birthday cakes.. Chocolate f0r him and strawberry f0r me.. So clever.. kn0w i dun like ch0c0late cake.. ahahax.. YUMMY.. =D

Home sweet home at 2am.. Gosh!!! i'm s0 damm sleepy that night.. Nitess!!!

2009-09-06T21:27:00.000-07:00

Fri was the last module for account as well as Fundenmental IT.. Whew... I totally hate FIT subjects... But i prefer Accounts.. Hahax.. Snap Teacher while she was teaching..

Well... 2 weeks break to exam.. All the best to US... =D

Behide the scence..

This is Jasmine.. [A very funny and playful gal. ahaha..]

Finally lecture end, was throwin paper as jasmine eat full full nothin beta to do.. So jus play along with her.. [mus be thinkin how old are we.. Lolx.. We're 2o.. =X]

Meet Cheryll darling around 6pm as i got alot to catch up with her.. Sianx.. Miss those times back man.. Been yrs since we met up.. Had mini steamboat for dinner as that Bimbo haven took anythin that whole day... Jie came after work...

Although we r n0t that close like before, but she's still alway my BFF..

Look at my ugly photos.. Ahahaha!!!

Soon after dinner, Cheryll went to her company outin, while i went to KBOX with pearl, her husband and Kayse... Didnt expect him to pay the share of 5 becos cheryll say she might be comin.. I still though he was lying man.. =.=" Shall return u when i get my pay ok.. hahax.. pai seh.. Had early breakfast before headin home.. Thanks Pearlyn and her husband for sendin me home.. =D

2009-08-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

Had the BIGGEST PRAWN today in my entire life.. Lolx.. Was happy as Ben papa and mama leave it for me.. [XIE XIE.. =')]
And finally able to watch ghost of the girlfren past.. LoLx.. Dvd la.. Watch with Ben.. Today is such a homely.. And finally PROJECT.. hahaxx.. Rushin project like mad man.. Nvm.. Will complete it on time.. =)

Woke up very very late today as i went clubbing last night.. [Was force to go] =X
St james ytd nite and i was very late becos i end work at 9.3opm.. So by the time i'm prepare, was already so late.. Kayse came to fetch me around 11.45 before headin toward St Jame to meet my Bimbo Sis and Brother.. Q was damm long as it was full house ytd Night... But manage to get in and party like mad.. Went to the to the top and dance.. Guess Kayse and Brother was happily lookin for gals.. Especially Kor Kor.. LoLx.. Around 4am+ i was damm tired, so Kayse send jie jie and me home, before he went home..

THANK YOU KAYSE!!! =D

HOME SWEET HOME... TaTa!!!
I LOVE MY BF.. =D

2009-08-27T02:18:00.000-07:00

Slp throughout the whole evenin as i didnt manage to catch much slp... Finally Ben[My bf], read my blog.. For the first time.. He finally read my blog.. I guess he must be quite upset as well...[I dunno whether is he upset].. But i didnt mean to wrote all those stuff... Cos i really gt to let all all my anger.. The only choice is to blog it and hopefully you are able to see...

Ben.. If u really wan this r/s to last.. Prove it to me can??

Heart Broken

2009-08-26T13:35:00.000-07:00

Supposely i should be in bed preparing for tml leture, but YUP.. Ben is home dead drunk again.. Worst, violent starting to appear.. You promise me not to get urself drunk, but end up.. *@#($&% *%^()!&

I wonder how long more am i gonna suffer... Was happy ytd when he said he try to take leave and accompany me for a holiday, but somehow u chose to let history repeat again makin me hate you even more..

I often ask myself why must i have a broken family?? Why must i met someone like you.. Why am i the one to suffer.. Why i cant forgive my dad... Why?? Becos it's fated.. maybe i owe u in my previous life... Haha.. I dun even know whether to hate you or love you man.. I'm fuckin damm clueless...

You claim that u love me, but why everytime i end up gettin nothin in return... I dun need ur money or showerin me with gifts.. Cant u understand me?? You even said u wan to marry me, but sorry... I guess we are impossible to end up together forever.. I'm tired.. Tired of you and ur nonsense.. I wont be with u forever... =D

2009-08-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

Was late for class today.. [my habit jus wont change.. -.-"] Hahax.. reach around 9+ and FIT class test today.. Sianx.. Didnt learn but end up copying.. Hahax.. Smart of pearlyn.. =D
Went to look for tour package as we will intendin to plan for a short trip and celebratin my birthday there... [If got go la.. not comfirm yet..]

Some asshole jus have to ruin my PIC...

Finally after our our test, had break before headin to pearlyn house to revive for our Account Test tml.. Sign.. 30% included... So got to study hard FOR TML PAPER... Study till 4.3opm before headin Wdl to meet Ben.. Yep... He's back from sailin.. Lolx... Went to Causeway Point and walk around.. He brought my favourite desert and i was like munchy happily till i forgot bout him.. Hahax.. When to get stationary as well cos i need it for tml.. Walk around and plan to change my Hp soon.. contract gonna end soon.. Whew.. the phone i wanted was $o.. Lolx..

Walk around and brought Sushi.. =D =D Yea.. I know i'm very greedy.. But no choice.. I'M TRYIN TO GAIN WEIGHT... Hahax..

See wad that idiot is doing..

He like force to smile man...

HOME!!!

Night Market and HOME SWEET HOME!!! EAT, BATH... NOW STUDY LIKE MAD...
[If comfirm goin tioman, Ben say he try to take Leave and go os0.. WHEW!!!!!!]

2009-08-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

Happie 19th birthday t0 KOK HENG ytd.. = t0 hungry gh0st festival.. LoLx.. [he say it himself..] Pic will be upl0ad asap..

Good Job.. i really overslept ytd and was like wth!!! End up didnt went to school.. =.=" So meet Jason at khatib Mrt station at 12.3opm, but great.. we both are late.. Expected... Lolx.. End up delayin my interview but wasnt sucessful after all... ='(

Had lunch and headed to ubi to check the final price as he make up his mind to buy R15... Went to KK hospital to take my punch card from Cherie bec0s i left it at her house, after that met jason fren at novena before headin to his fren house while waitin for KOK HENG to book out..

Play XBOX!!! His fren win Jason so he ask me to challenge him and he is such a big ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!! trick me to score into my own goal, not once but TWICE.. See how ASS he is.. End up his fren try to help me, but n0 use.. times up... So 4-0.. =.="

Finally around 7+ they start to AI MEI infront of the mirror and i end up join them straightenin my hair.. Play with the straightenin, wax and HAIR SPRAY until his fren was like askin me to do the same next time if we go to his house.. see what happen to the bottle of hair spray.. HAHAHA!! Okies.. i will join in the fun.. =P

Around 7.55pm catch bus to yck and waited for Kok Heng and his frens... Went to Causeway Point and celebrate.. He was damm sad man... No present, and the cake cant be cut inside Swensen.. And worst.. Need to book in by 11.30pm...

Near to 11pm, took bus home.. whew.. i'm so near my home.. =P
Well.. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY AGAIN.. MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE!!! =D

2009-08-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

LoLx.. Slept like i'm dreamin throughout the morning and evenin till night.. guess i wont be able to slp tonight.. Wow.. had dinner today only, becos my stupid sis now thatn transfer me my money.. had duck rice for dinner, and watchin soccer now.. Liverpool play like shit todday.. Well.. don't really kn0w much bout soccer, but cos Ben dad and brother watchin, s0 i follow them and watch.. Hahax... Lolx.. School at 8.30am tml and after that w0rk.. ='(

Happy.. Ben call and chat quite awhile.. Heehee..

went mandai ytd to pray my mother and of cos Baby Hallie [my baby niece].. Thanks Kayse for accomapny me there.. Kinda lost, but lucky i guess the c0rrect blk.. yep.. I know mummy is leadin me to the correct patch.. =p Heehee.. Hand made flowers for her, but cant squeeze it in.. n0 choice.. took out a few and after that visit hallie.. Drizzle.. Started rainin and n0 choice but to call for cab.. Catch Orphan ytd with Kayse at cine.. Movie started at 7.05pm, so went to had dinner first, cos i'm starving.. LoLx.. Around 6.55pm, headed to the cinema and okies, the show wasnt that scary as i imagine, but it was damm saddist and disgusting.. PUKE!!! EeeEe!!!

After movie, headed to jeremy birthday party at rebel.. Lolx.. m0st 0f them was fr0m tampines sec.. hahax.. Was quite borin, c0s didnt really kn0w them... =P

Around 2am, i was complainin that i'm hungry.. So had supper before headed back home.. Whew.. I'm back home at 3am sharp... Thanks Kayse and he say welcome, cos i'm a GENTLEMAN.. hahax... Whew!!! Receive Ben Quek call..

Ben.. will my story end happily??

I like stories which have happy ending...

Ps My Baby called me today... Whew!!!! Miss him so much.. 25 days looks more like 25 month.. ='(

Did you miss me or u miss her?? Hmmm...

2009-08-14T13:24:00.000-07:00

End school at 11.3oam and went to get stronger gastric pills.. Met Jason at Yishun Inter and went to get stronger medicine for my gastric.. [Waited very long for him.. =.="]
After gettin, recommanded him some mask and went to watch "Where Got Ghost" Was quite hilarious, but is abit lame la.. lol.. 3 different part of ghost stories.. But okie la.. Rate at 8/10... After the movie ended, went to meet Kok Heng and went to Ubi to look for Jason bike.. [Jason LITTLE BROTHER Congrats that u pass.. =)]... Met up with Hua Chi at Ubi around 5+ and spent like 1hrs+ lookin at bike.. Wow... 1 bike caught my eyes... Not only me, Jason wanted to buy that bike too.. But was damm ex man..

yamaha R15

They say where gt ppl take pic from the side view, n0 front view..

Kok Heng they all keep discussing and total payment + insurances was like $9k+ Wtf!!! So we ask jason to consider first before makin decision.. We are very good friends right.. =P Had dinner at Amk and went to slack after that.. Started talkin rubbish till Hua Chi suggest watchin a movie.. Lolx.. No problem for me.. We watch district 9, but was quite boring and Before watchin our movies...

Behide the scene...

Playin Arcade Bball

Yeah!!! Faster help me to break record.. =P

One Man show...

YEA!! BREAK RECORD...

But Kok Heng said... Chey.. 404 only, other ppl 8oo+ lei.. =.="

Play racing as well, but stupid jason insist i will lose to him..

After watchin District 9, went to coffee shop and slack.. Sit at the void deck and chat till 4am before i say i want to go home.. So all cab home... Yawn... I'm finally home.. Tml meetin Kayse.. TaTa!!!! My day end here...

Ps Dear Dear called me today.. Happy Happy.. =D

2009-08-12T09:43:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back home.. hmmm.. ben finally called me.. But chat less than 5mins.. He said he will call me again at night, but didnt receive his called.. Hmmm... Lots and Lots of thinkin on my mind.. Is he my Mr Right?? Or we really dun suit each other??

I'm so so so TIRED!!!!!!

End school at 11.30am today and went h0me to rest and slack awhile.. Was kinda bored and intend to go bugis to pray, but ended up playin with rabbit.. Lolx... Cos Jason not enough time.. But better la.. rabbit is so so KAWAII!!!! AHH! SO CUTE.. but sad.. Mr white keep jumpin around dun wan to let me carry him.. T.T

Finally after so many shoot, took 1 nice pic of Mr white.. Lolx..

Around 5.5opm, headed towards simei to look for Hannie while jason went for his practical.. Good Luck for tml Brother... =) Had soup for dinner as i gt no appetite due to my gastric pain.. So met up with little sis at SSA and chant till 8pm+ before headin down to Bedok simpang to look for "MY DAD"... I did control my temper towards him as i felt that i really hate him alot of not being a responsible father... But somehow i dun even know whether i hate him anot.. But main thing.. I make sure i'm always staying happy.. =)

I'm still the happy gal always.. =)

Uncle patrick and Auntie bee yong was there as well.. Hannie and sun leong accompany us as well.. But i did try my best to shut my mouth in case i say somethings hurtful... Anyway.. Took pic with auntie Bee yong and i know i doin stupid face.. Xiao Mei.. Pls study harder and get in to poly okies.. =D

Me and Godmum [Auntie Bee yong]

Ps: Well... Today 13th Aug Is nicholas birthday.. [Sorry.. cant go to ur party] And of cos Pretty Hannie Birthday as well.. [HAPPIE BIRTHDAY].. Rmb to get gifts for me arhx.. =P

And GOOD LUCK TO Mr Kuah... ZzzZZzz!!!!!!!!

2009-08-12T01:22:00.000-07:00

End work at 10pm ytd and went to had dinner with Nicholas, as he wanted to bring me out for dinner, so get Eileen and Rey to join in as they will hungry as well.. Haha.. So Eileen suggest goin to little india to try the chicken wing.. Lame rite?? Run all the way down to little India jus to have chicken wings..

Finally Reach the venue around 10.30pm.. [Cos stupid Eileen.. Give last min notice to turn right...] Lolx.. Started to order food as i'm starving like mad.. Order my favourite dish Thai Tom Yum.. But Nicholas was like.. You having gastric pain still wan to eat Tom Yum.. HeeHee.. Slurp!!! But was damm spicy.. Eileen good recommendation.. We total had spicy food ytd... And disappointed that the salad prawn turn out to be spicy as well.. [We though it was those salad kind.. =.="]

In the end, the 3 of them stop me for drinking the Tom Yum Soup becos my gastric is damm pain.. So i ate the chicken wing lor.. =P For the prawn, they finish it up.. Hahax... After finish eating, Nicholas send Rey home first, before towards Eileen house.. Finally.. my turn to reach home.. Yawn! Sleepy...

Today is my Bestie Fren Cheryll Chen birthday.. Happie 2oth Birthday.. And tml will be Nicholas Birthday.. Wahh!!!!!!! gonna broke soon.. Nites... School tml... =)

2009-08-09T09:26:00.000-07:00

Ben last msg to me ytd night..

BEN: Dear lao Po... Rmb to wait for me to come back okies?? <3>

Me: =( Okies... misses..

Although there are times i felt like leavin, but i know it's very very hard...

Send him off ytd and wented PARTY.... Dear.. Miss Miss Miss YOU...

I MISS BEN QUEK!!!!!!

Party like a rock star

2009-08-09T04:08:00.000-07:00

Yawn!!! Slept very very late for the past two days... Went clubbing at st james ytd.. Went in around 11+ and around 11.5opm, was force to go attica with Big sis.. kinda piss off but n0 choice.. Reach Clark Quey around 12+.. Was FUCKING BORING as i dunno anyone from thereand was f0rce to drink as she said.. [Dun let me lose face infront of my frens lei..]also.. What kind of elder sis.. Your sister get drunk nvm la.. Face more important hor??

Piss off with Big sis and piss off with shang fen as it was so late and they haven reach.. HOR?? Took me awhile to cool down and headed back to st james leavin Sis alone.. Reach back at st james to find big brother and went to join at jason table as big brother is headin home.. 2am only lei... Before he went home.... PICTURES...

JJ me and kor kor

He dote on me, but today he quite piss off os0.. =X

The guys... haha

Brother and Classmate...

Finally around 1am+ Shang fen reach, but the Q was too pack till they enter from an0ther entrance.. After they reach, Brother and jj went home as he cant drink that much.. [driving]..

Went to look for jason and join him DANCE DANCE DANCE... I gt gastric pain.. =(

Rest awhile before headin out to 7/11.. But was close.. Not 24hrs de meh?? =.="

So plan to go to Mac and drink, but walk walk walk.. Where's Mac??? Went round and round, but dunno how to walk out.. LoLx.. So end up playin... We even play till we forget that we're thirsty.. Hahax...

We are kinda Lost.. lol..

Play ar0und ....

Play till we forget that we r thirsty...

See.. We really lost our way.. Hahax.. 3 Bimbos..

The both of them are s0 CUTE!!!

Okies.. Depress for water.. no choice

She's very cute rite..

Will Shang Fen kill me??

Finally, saw cheers and was too tired to walk to Mac... Walk around jus to find mac.. In the end jus get a bottle of drink and started drinkin.. Heaven... Headed back to st james and Shang Fen went off with her cousin.. Look for Jason to get my bag and was discussin where to have BREAKFAST.. I'm BLOODY HUNGRY... So cab to Amk Central and had Breakfast with Jason..
Waited quite long for the chicken rice becos the uncle went to take chicken.. Lolx.. Went to order Lasak and share with jason.. Finally had chicken rice... Wow.. Now i'm so so so bloated...

Had lasak and chicken rice for Breakfast around 5.3oam.. [heavy breakfast rite??]

Soon around 6am, yea!! No more midnight charge... So send him HOME first.. Lolx... [no la.. his place nearer la] Home Sweeet Home at 6+.. Bath... 7am... ZzzZZz!!!!!

2009-08-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

You know Fiona is very tired... tired of everything... Ya.. she's soft-hearted... but somehow, she must wake up... She wont wan a bf like you.. She will stop loving you although it's very hard for her, but somehow one day, someone better will bring her far far away... The further the better... She wont wan to wait for you to reach home anymore.. Ytd she really felt like a fool.. Waited for you to be home, but she cant believe she is so stupid... Waited till 6am still dun wanna give up.. Haha.. She had enough... She's gonna say goodbye to you after next yr... She cant believe her life turn out to be this way... But thanks to, c0s without you, i guess she will be stayin in the street...

She wish all this memories will end soon.. She guess letting go will make both of us happier... Although she knows n0 matter how much u claim to love her, she had given up already... Even though of marryin her??? Hahax.. Sorrry.. Someone better will bring her away... Very Very soon... Fiona wont shred anymore tears for you... Wont need you by her side anymore.. Cos she's always stayin stronger than YOU!!!!!!

Ps: The night before i make up my mind.. after graduatin, get a stable job... Find my new life... At the same time.. Lots of thanks to Uncle and auntie.. You took care of me like ur daughter.. Thanks.. i wont forget the both of you.. =')

2009-08-03T21:30:00.001-07:00

Lecture today was so so so so so boring... The new teacher was damm arrogant, boring and felt like giving a slap in his face... A student was jus askin whether it's an individual project, His reply was Like [CAN YOU SEE THAT IT STATED INDIVIDUAL..] So unreasonable... So what if u are a teacher?? Not polite...

Slp bout 5hrs as i cant get to bed.. cant slp... Was thinkin whether the decision i make was right?? Jus 1/2 months more to endure.. I will be very free by than.. RIGHT?? Chat with my besties ytd night and share my sorrow with her and decided to let go after next yr... As i believe both of us will be happier.. =)

So no matter wad, i'm always stayin stronger than before.. ALL THE BEST TO ME!!!!!! =D

Sadness

2009-08-03T08:51:00.000-07:00

Been a long time together with Ben... Till today, i realise i really have to let go.. Well.. I got to stay stronger than before... 3yrs have pass... Pretty thanks to Ben parents who allow me to live with them... I make sure to pass my exam and get my dip cert, hunting for jobs and will stay to rent a place on 22nd April 2o1o.... Hopefully i can do it by leavin you... And of cos to make sure i will stay happier than before... GOOD LUCK FIONA!!!! =D

2009-08-03T04:13:00.000-07:00

2nd Aug 2oo9 is yvonne jie jie big day... Was held at a 5 star hotel at marina mandrain.. Had to reach there early as Ben and Pat got to be at the receipt table.. So cab down to there and was abit piss off with Ben.. Alight at Centre Point as i got to hand in my punch card.. After handing up, i cab down to the hotel and he was like.. So fast reach, dunno how to ask us to wait.. I was like.. [Knn... I ask u to wait, u like not happie, where will want u yo wait]

So meet up with Si ping, Pat and Ben, took the lift to level 12 to jie jie room... Hahax.. Happy Bride preparing for dinner le... While jie jie was preparing, time for us to zi lian awhile.. =P

Behide the scence..

Me and Si Ping

Fiona - Ben

Pic 2

Ben Quek, Fiona Si Ping & Pat Quek

Pat with his Mummy

CONGRATS!!!!!!!

Xuan Xuan is very nottie

The Pretty Bride and handsome groom

The walk in

David Kor Kor took a long time to open the bottle.. LOLX!!!

Uncle And Auntie is very happy..

While having dinner, Si ping and me got to print out those photo as a gift and total print was 2oo.. I think so... So around 10pm, the guest started to leave as the ceremony had end.. Home around 12am and bath.. Didnt went to school as was very exhasted for the past 2 days.. Nites...

2009-08-01T09:44:00.001-07:00

I'm finally back home.. Was so exhasted today as 1st Aug = PEARLYN BIG DAY... CONGRATS PEARLYN... =)

Stay over night at pearl house ytd as we got to get up early to be her jie mei... Didnt really slept cos not use to it.. hahax.. So woke up around 3.45am as my hp ring.. YA!! BEN IS FUCKIN DRUNK AGAIN... Chose to ignore and chat with hui ling till 5am.. Around 5am, pearl started to prepare and soon, the make up artist and photographic reach her house at 6+...

Around 6.4o, 2 more jie mei reach, and soon, the groom arrive.. Hahax.. was busyin in the kitchen preparing wasabi for the groom... should see his expression man.. damm hilarious.. even make him wear bikini and of cos the 10 command.. =P [i think my future husband will have retrubution man.. hahax..]

After that, went over to pearlyn mother-in-law house for the tea ceremony and back to her mother house.. had lunch and Ken send me home as it's on the way.. [Xie Xie]
Home at 1pm and started to slp as i didnt catch much slp... And around 3.3opm, woke up and start to prepare as we got to reach there bout 6pm..

Waited quite long before the dinner starts, and around 10pm+, the ceremony ended.. Finally... I'm so so so exhasted... Cab home and Ben pay my cab fare.. Heehee.. Tml is YVONNE JIE JIE BIG DAY.. Nitez!!!!!

2009-07-30T02:03:00.000-07:00

St James with my dearest blood sis and of cos my Big brother, JJ and Mike ytd.. [Mike: welcome to singapore.. =)] Reach St james around 10+ as i got to get home and change my clothes... Big brother is kinda piss off that we gals were late, but he ap Jie jie.. LaLaLa.. i know he dote on me the most, so can take advantage.. =P

Didn't had dinner, so drank abit, as my holdin level of alcohol is damm weak.. had only half the bottle, but my face starts to turn very red... Sad right.. I really cant drink, but i kn0w h0w to control.. Headed to the dance floor with sis and the guys will out to hunt for gals.. HAHAHA!!!! But kor say none caught his eyes.. =.=" [so choosy]

Saw ricky and more ppl comin... the more the merrier.. =D met up with Big brother and told me no gal to dance.. =.=" So end up, dance till 2+, kor got to turn in early as he g0t to get up early... Lastly.. Heehee.. Supper... Headed to havenlock road and had bak kut teh.. But.. i only drink the soup.. But jie jie order liver for me, so i happily finish the liver...

Pics will do the talking.. =D

Finally we manage to snap JJ pic.. haha

My little Sister

Blood Sister

Welcome Mike to Singapore..

Ricky And Me..

Send ricky home as he was dead drunk.. [dunno how to drink, still drink so much.. must be like me wad..] Heehee.. after he reach home, finally my turn to reach back, before my 2 sister.. Was kinda piss off with Felicia Neo cos she throw everything to me and ask me to keep for her.. end up her atm card was in my pouch.. So.. woke up early and went to yishui jus to pass her her atm card... AND... WORST... I STILL GOT TO WAIT FOR HER!!!! She really think she's a princess man.. Still dare to tell me to reach at 10.15am.. But i know her pattern to well, so HOPE YOU SEE THIS... HUMPX!!!!!!!!!! STUPID BIG SISTER... BIMBO.... =P

2009-07-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

went to jb AGAIN today, becos goin to visit baby chloe.. My little niece.. Woke up and prepare everythin and around 12+, meet up wif ee wen and shang fen, before heading off to jb.. Was stuck in the heavy traffic as alot of cars today.. So by the time we reach, was already 2pm... Reach jie house and started playin with chloe as she jus woke up.. Her blur blur face so CUTE.... Carry her, and stupid ee wen was tryin to snatch my little niece from me..

Trying to walk already.. so so so adorable..

She is trying to figure things around her now..

took by "SHANG FEN"

Ah yi teach you okies.. Heehee..

Baby Chloe

Look at the camara..

Eh hem.. who take one arhx??

Ee wen extra FACE

Goodbye baby chloe.. Ah yi will visit you soon okies.. =)

Left off early as ee wen dun wanna see somebody, so no choice, say goodbye to chloe and went to have lunch, before starting shoppin... Gosh!!! that damm bloody heels so ex, but in the end i still buy.. [u know ee wen is a real devil.. FIONA.. jus buy la..]

Shang fen got her fridge cut and n0w she look kuku .. hahax.. brought contact lense and some stones for nails.. wow.. spent quite an amount today.. sobx.. After shoppin, went to have dinner before back to singapore.. Whew.. Finally... reach singapoer, the air here is fresher.. GOOD.. in the car, ee wen singin was damm hilarious, was laughin our lungs out and i even record her singin without her noticing.. Hahax.. Send to shang fen and wonder wad will happen if she found out.. =P

Nites.. workin tml.. whew... $$$$$$

2009-07-25T10:42:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 12pm and laze in bed bout and hour watchin Ben slping... Ya... i n0thin better to do.. Nothin better to do as i laze in bed saying... I'M HUNGRY, HUNGRY AND HUNGRY... Hahax.. s0 end up, he g0t n0 choice but to wake up and accompany me to have lunch.. =P

After having our lunch, bath and prepare everything, before heading toward causeway point.. Walk around, but n0thin caught my eyes... So went to eat again.. =P Had herbal soup as i feel like having it.. LoLx.. And even got trick by Ben.. STUPID.. WHY ALL OF YOU LIKE TO TRICK ME HUH?? GRRR!!! "angry".. So after eating, went to buy his long sleeve, belt, pants and shoes.. He even brought a new watch.. ok.. can, cos he previous spoilt liao.. I kept the box.. Heehee...

So after buying all the things he needed, went to get my gold heels, but sadly, no more available size... Ben was like.. sorry.. keep delayin till ur heels no more stock.. I was like.. Nvm.. =)

But he keep insist than i'm not happy.. =.=" Everytime happy, oso give you make till i unhappy la.. So i told him, i can go far east and take a look, before he say.. okies.. u not angry le.. GRR!!!

Kkz.. NOW I"M ANGRY... SMOKE 8 LIAO LEI!! =P

After he smokin, i was.. =(, so he Brought sushi for me and i was like.. YEA!!!! YUMMY YUMMY... HeeHee.. Ben was sayin.. see ur greedy face.. HUMPX!!! So waited for bus and back home at 8+.. Last min decided not to go to Big chilli birthday party, cos i'm quite tired.. Sorry BIG CHILLI [ALAN].. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE.. [He got trick by me.. Hahax.. I told him i was busying preparing for my weddin, and he believe.. I even got jie jie and mei mei to bluff him.. Hahax... Blahx!!!]

Finally i'm back home.. started eating sushi, chicken wings and french fries.. wow.. So many unhealthy food.. So tml ben accompany me to jog around wdl.. If i faint, piggy back me home okies.. Lala..

was trying to take some photo, but one little imp was over there.. JIE JIE!! JIE JIE.. I ALSO WAN TO TAKE.. she keep jumpin around me, so no choice, accompany her..

End up, she cover her face, cos i told her i will upload ur photo and tell everyone how nottie u're..

Had my desert, but share with xuan xuan, as she was crying jus now.. Ben sister and xuan xuan mother was askin me to ignore her.. But hiya.. I end up soft-hearted, carry her to the room and let her have the cake.. i only have one mouth of it.. LoLx.. But was happy as she enjoy eatin it.. Tml goin malaysia wif ee wen, shang en and my ELDER SIS.. Waiting for supper... Heehee.. If i haven slp.. LoLx...

2009-07-24T12:11:00.000-07:00

Finally had my hair highlight to RED as what i wanteed.. LOLX!!!!!

met jason at amiratly and took train down to wdl to catch 950 to custom.. today had seafood, but sadly, my stringray is n0t available.. ='( Maybe sun when i go find jie jie, ask her to bring me to have stringray.. HEEHEE!!!! [greedy face]

The satay at JB wwas different man, but yummy.. heehee

was starving as we didn't had our lunch before hand, s0 went to look for seafood, as i wanted to eat stringray.. Sadly, didnt have it at that store, jason intend to look for other places, but i think we are really starving like mad.. LoLx.. So settle down at 101 seafood, [dunno wad place], and Jason started to order s0 many dishes, and thanks to him, i ended up forcing almost all the crab by myself.. REASON: [cos he dunno how to peel crab.. =.="] Still need this JIE JIE to peel.. Well.. we order, 10 Chicken Satay [1o ringit], Chilli La-La, hot plate tou fu, fish, sambal sotong and chilli crab.. total bill was like 133.5o = $55.. Kkz.. Was abit shocking, but was quite reasonable, as we had 5 dishes.. Lolx.. ppl who look at our table must be thinkin did we starve ourselve for days..

Yep!!! One of my favourite, n0 stringray.. =(

Hahax.. all the food we order.. A lot rite??

I like the la la alot and of cos the fish.. YUMMY!!! For the chilli crab, ermm.. didnt really like it, cos dunno how to peel, but jus anyhow peel la.. took quite long to finish all the food especially the crab.. Around 8pm+, cab back to city square and i can still eat the snow ice.. hahax.. Now you know my eating appetite.. Not bad ba..

Reach Singapore around 9+ and reach home at 10pm sharp.. Had my shower, and waiting for Ben to come home with my supper.. =P.. Heehee.. Tml ben bringing me out and gai gai.. Ya.. I know i very easy to be please, but no choice, if only i have a harder heart.. Hopefully i'm able to work on mon-thur... I need $$$$... LaLaLaLa.... Nites Nites..

Happy Mood..

2009-07-19T10:57:00.001-07:00

Yawn... I jus woke up from slp and it's like 2am in the m0rning, hunting for supper.. LoLx..
Today Ben bring me out to Tampines 1 and shop.. Heehee.. About ytd thing, he felt sorry bout it, same as me, so we patch up and went shopping.. =D

Was suppose to leave at 2pm, but i somehow overslept, and he didnt want to disturb my slp, till 1.3opm, he woke me up and 1st time getting compliment from him man.. [wow.. today prepare so fast arhx].. Cos i took 4omins to prepare instead of 1hrs3omins, includin bathing.. =)
I was like.. blahx blahx blahx.. And started to blame him for causing my eyes to be swallow again.. YA.. UR FAULT.. HUMPX!!!

So took the bus to tampines, which use to be my home town. [Not anymore.. =(.. ] I was complaining i'm hungry, so he ask whether i wanted to eat subway, i was like..

Me: I wan to go tampines mall and have the Fish Bee Hoon.. =D
Him: Must walk till so far..
Me: Where got.. i want to eat fish bee hoon..
Him: FACE NOT HAPPY LIAO..
Me: Dun eat lor, eat subway lor..
Him: Really arhx..
Me: Wao lao.. u like not happy, still ask me really an0t.. You very weird lei..
Him: Okies.. Okies.. Go eat ur fish bee hoon.. You happy can liao..
Me: OKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

So went to tampines mall and had my Fish bee hoon.. Wow.. very long didnt eat le.. Seein me eatin happily, he also happily ate his la mian.. I even finish the whole bowl and wanted more.. haha.. expected..

After lunch, went to look for his clothes as he didnt manage to get on the previous shoppin.. Walk around and finally he got 2 pairs of pants, 1 polo tee and 1 T-shirt.. He damm happy man.. Wanted to buy a dress as well, but all too lose.. lOlX... sad...

Went to G2000 and buy clothes for the weddin on 2nd Aug.. Told him to get the black instead of the white as he suit more to darker colour.. RITE?? So he listen and get the black long sleeve.. G2000 now having sales.. was damm pack inside, and my first time seein him wearin long sleeve.. Hahax.. ya.. he dun like wearin all this, but no choice.. Got to wear on his sis wedding.. After walkin for a few hours, i was bloody damm shag.. legs are not functioning anymore.. LoLx.. went to get somethings to bite, before heading home.. Cab back home and fall asleep inside the cab.. so tired..

Finally I'm back home... We both ate maggie mee, becos spent too much money lia0.. LoLx.. Went to brought desert as his mummy gave me the coupon, n0t bad arx.. Eat maggie mee still got desert to eat.. Lolx.. Ben.. Pls learn how to save starting from today okies... TaTa!!!
I'm goin back to bed le.. MUACK!!! Heehee...

2009-07-18T11:47:00.000-07:00

was suppose to meet the gals for cycling, but car n0t enough space, and i dun feel like travaling s0 far.. s0 ben suggust bringin me to causeway point.. HeeHee.. Brought slipper and a pair of gold heels caught my eyes.. Intended to buy, but tml shoppin than i shall comfirm whether i wanna that pair.. Ben brought the mango cake i wanted and.. Heehee...

YUMMY!!!

On the went home, we alight at 768 and Brought groceries.. lol.. Yummy!!! ice, cream, yogurt drinks and my favourite.. campbells soup... brought 3, cos 3 for $3.8o [auntie behavior liao] LoLx..

Reach home around evenin, and started to study and soon night has come.. Woke Ben up as he was goin to the pub again.. But for some particular reason, he ap me for nothin.. well.. did back the same to him and started quarrelin.. he''s such a problematic man.. [dunno how to spell]

His fault, i still g0t t0 give in.. haiix.. and claim that i dun understand him.. hello... who dun understand who? I was kinda upset, but shang fen called and told me n0t t0 b0ther him.. [so sweet of her rite?] Yea!! i g0t t0 be brave.. STOP CRYING.. =D

Soon.. he went out without sayin goodbye to me.. I even msg him and ask.. am i not important to you anymore? I guess things are gettin out of hands lately... Jus now inside the bus oso quarrel.. dunno what he wan than he will be happie..

After he left, lock myself inside the room and stare at the blank walls.. at the same time, i asked myself what do i really want?? came out from the room and ate pizza and chit chat with his elder sis.. As i told her i was not in a good mood.. I even told her i wanted to leave ben if possible.. She was like... if u wanted to leave him, u wont cry.. True, but I cant control emotions.. Chat till 1am+ she went to bed.. It's 3am+ but here i'm behaving like an idiot waitin for him to come back.. Guess i should not have waited for him..

SO I'M GOING TO BED NOW.. TONIGHT U GET DRUNK, SLP OUTSIDE THE BEDROOM... =)

Happily Have Dinner wif DEAR!!!

2009-07-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

Whew!!! I'm back home... When to meet ee wen, shang fen and cai lin at bedok, cos shang fen and cai line gettin their new phone.. Hahax.. reach Bedok ar0und 12.4opm, as my journey was quite long to there.. how i wish i'm stayin at tam like i use to before..

After gettin their phone, went to had lunch and headed to ee wen house and slack.. Was thinkin whether to change my C9o2 t0 W995, c0s very kawaii, but without line was like $7oo+.. So 2nd thought, i guess i g0t t0 wait till my plan ends, before upgrade to a new mobile..

Around 6pm+, peng yong drop me off at seng kang bus stop, before shang fen they all went off for swimmin.. Finally i'm back home at 7+

Woke Ben up and make him bring me to have dinner.. =P
Walk to 888 and had dinner with Ben and of cos MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE [STINGRAY].. ben got to eat porridge becos he's sick.. He didn't finish it, but at least he ate more than half.. Good Boy... but nottie, cos he's goin to the pub again.. =.="

Well.. I got to get back to my studies.. TaTa!! =D

My study week..

2009-07-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

yummy cherries..

Woke up at 1pm today cos slept quite late last night.. Was suppose to meet up with my mates for studies, but somehow it was cancel, so changed to tml.. =) Ate 2 bowls of porridge for lunch and had cherries as well.. whew..

My exams for the first two module is drawin nearer and nearer.. Prayin hard that i'm able to pass wif flying colour.. Of cos i did my very best to study, but cant really rmb much.. ='(

So study a few chapter before i started blogging.. The picture do the talkin for now.. My process of studying.. haha...

Study Time.. =)

So diff.. Cant rmb much..

But i wont give up.. =) STUDY STUDY STUDY... =)

Finally night has fall... Had 2 slice of peanut butter bread, and a packet of bee hoon and papaya.. I know i'm very greedy.. =P Shall study harder tml.. {praying very hard to pass..}

NITEZ!!!!

2009-07-14T10:24:00.001-07:00

Finally I'm back from work... =) Slept at 6am in the morning, becos some idiot dunno how to more sensible... Looks like my life wif him is quite miserable, so i got to break free asap.. =) gambata!!!

Accidentally saw a msg from his hp and he claim that he didn't knew how she got his no. [u think i'm a 3yr old kid? Lie oso dunno how to lie] well.. I did cry, but less than 5mins.. hahax.. Improving right?? My tears know how to stop cryin for you.. =X
I knew i can do it without you.. Go ahead and hurt me, do your very best to hurt me, my heart is numb towards you already.. Dun come cryin in the end.. I'm not someone who will break down so easily.. =D

Tml got to study for comin exams.. hope i can pass... After gettin my cert and get a full time job, i must lead my own llife.. without you anymore.. =)

2009-07-13T09:31:00.000-07:00

Omg.. I sure know how to sleep.. Slept at 11pm ytd and woke up at 10.4oam just to have big breakfast.. =P Cos Ben promise me he will buy for me on SUn, but empty promises, s0 no choice, got to get it myself.. =D After eating, went back to bed and woke up at 1pm before started to prepare and go to work.. So tired.. T.T

Went to work around 2+ and reach at 3.19... Quite fun today.. cos got to do shifting [Ermm.. I dun need to push wad.. =X] Jus place the pillow and some other stuff, and wow.. Mr ong was super duper STRONG.. [ONE MAN SHOW OSO NO PROBLEM MAN].. But elieen, jason they all help to push as well.. After shifting, still got bread to eat.. YUMMY...

Took a cab home around 11.45pm and finally i'm back home.. =)
Ben went out again.. Guess i got to wait for him to reach home unless he got himself drunk again.. Haiix.. Can Someone Pls Change my heart.. To be a hard hearted one..??

2009-07-12T20:29:00.000-07:00

Wasn't in the mood to go out because of wad happen ytd.. Was dead tired but still crawl up from bed and make my way to the toilet and bath.. Poor me... =( My eyes are aLL swallow but those fake eyelash did the trick.. =p

Headed to town around afternoon and went to look for clothes.. Cab down to town as he insist on takin cab.. Up to you, it's your money.. Walked around far east and wanted to look for clothes for his sister weddin.. the date is drawin nearer and nearer.. Been such a long time since i went shoppin like this.. I'm still upset about ytd night, but becos Ben brought a Gold colour dress for me, I decided to forgive him.. I very easy to pls de hor... But somehow it look like a night wear to me.. Hor??

Was happy, cos i think it was my 1st time received something from him.. Wow.. $69 man.. But THANKS ALOT.. Might be wearin this to my friends wedding on 1th Aug.. CONGRATS.. =)

Look Like a dress or Night Wear??

Back home around 7pm, and took cab again becos his relative was comin over to his house, xiao xiao mei mei is gettin bigger each day.. s0 adorable.. 6month old le.. haha.. DINNER TIME!!!

Had dinner at home and all the fish was almost ate up by me.. =P [n0body wants to eat it wad..]

After eating, was dead tired.. so after bathing and blogging, It's time for me to go to bed now.. YAWN!!! Nites Ppl.. =)

I know i got to stay strong.. =)

2009-07-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

Ended work late ytd, which was a Sat and didnt even get a called from him.. When i rang him, he told me he was going drinkin with his friends..

I dun mind that you go drinkin, but ytd you were back home dead drunk and left me helpless unknowing what should i do... Luckily your friends were around to help before leavin.. AFter leavin, you started walkin around like an idiot, so I couldn't sit back and watch, but try hard to get you to the bed.. Gosh.. you even vomit all over the floor and i got to clean up your mess.. You even make a big fuss asking me to go away.. You wanted her right? I shouldn't have waited all night for you to come back.. You claim you love me, but i believe that you pity me becos i got no place to go..

Haiix.. If only you know how to control your limit.. What if I'm the one lying motionly on the floor, i guess you just will flare up instead of helpin me.. What's the point of sayin sorry all the time when you get drunk? Always pushin me aside.. You never learn rite?? I give up.. I'm trying my very best to break free from you asap.. Slept at 6am+ in the moring... yawn!!!! Yeah.. And i'm very EXHASTED..

My feelings seems to fate away

2009-07-11T09:02:00.000-07:00

Seem like things has bec0me w0rst.. i feLt that i'm startin t0 lose feelin t0wards you.. I jus wanna break free away from you asap and get myself to lead a better life like before.. why did you chose to ask me back in the first place? Why am i such a fool? If you really miss her that much, fuckin get off my life.. When the time has come, it will be too late for you to regret.. I will make you regret forever.. Even if you realise you love me that much, it will be all too late.. Muhahahaha

Back from work.. s0 tired.. tml ben said he will bring me out.. dunno real or not.. better be, if not i gonna blame you for making me lost $55.. Money now more important than you lei... You got money, doesn't means i will wan to touch it okies.. I'm capable of earnin my own income and studies.. After next Yr 1 of march, will be the day.. HeeHee.. Happily waitin for this day to come.. Am i able to make it?? Hopefully yEs.. =)

Nites...

Phew!!!

2009-07-07T09:05:00.000-07:00

t0day is suRe an unLucky day f0r m3.. enD schooL at 11.3oam t0day and wenT t0 shanG feN h0use and geT mY pr0jecT d0ne..

afteR finishin mY pr0jEct, waS happiLy waitin f0r it t0 bE priNt.. BUT PRINTER NO INK.. and w0rst, i f0rg3t t0 savE thE projeCt bef0re cLosiNg doWn thE windoW.. stupiD shAng feN was Like.. hahaha nana stupid.. WHY SO STUPID... [Me: SHUT UP]

w0w.. I g0nna kiLL myseLf man. t0daY damm suaY maN..

g0t n0 choiCe but t0 seEk f0r heLp.. pheW!! Lucky i stiLL g0t Kor Kor aroUnd.. =p
bUt hE enD w0rk Late, s0 waIted f0r hiM at hiS h0usE anD teaCh hiS cousiN his h0mew0rk.. thaT Little imp nV chanGe.. stiLL s0 cHeeky.. 5yrs oLd Lia0 lei.. stiLL neEd ppL t0 sit beside u than u wiLL d0 homEworK.. s0me mor3 muSt gaL sit besidE, than wiLL do Hor.. [f0rget t0 t0ok hiS pic] HeeHee..

whEw!! Big br0theR finaLLy h0mE.. fwaIted foR him t0 print f0r me, but printer s0rt 0f coCk Up.. bUt LuckY thE printer didn't breaK doWn man.. kKz La.. n0t very suaY la.. FinaLLy finish printiN ar0und 8+ and watCh a stupiD h0rr0r shoW with hIm.. idiot Lor.. u keEp forwardIn, seE wad.. ps: he sh0w me onLy thE disgustiN parT. -.-"

my facE g0t cr0p 0ff.. Lolx..

Next tIme mY tuRn t0 drIve.. =P

t0daY is aLs0 mY 1st tIme i enCounted Kor Kor dangeroUs drIviNg.. Lucky i haD my seaT beLt oN.. Both 0f uS arE fiNe.. Lolx.. KOR.. DrivE pr0perLy La.. =)

reaCh h0me aroUnd 1opM.. I FINISH MY PROJECT!!!!!!!! =)

Nites..

I jus g0nna be str0nG.. =)

2009-07-03T09:34:00.000-07:00

Been 2 yeaRs siNce we'r bAck t0gethEr.. but I saW s0mething i shouldn't havE saW.. I'm suCh a f0oL riGht?? But fr0m t0daY onwaRds, mY heart wiLL bE dead.. Dead fr0m yoU.. i w0n't want t0 waSte tiMe suffering bec0s 0f yoU.. i swEar thiS is the Last tme i shaLL shred th0se teArs.. it doesn't w0rtH it rIght?? I juS g0nna bE str0nG f0r an0theR 8 m0ntHs.. Jus an0theR 8 m0nth.. Everything wiLL so0n bE oveR.. I w0nt Let hist0ry repEat ovEr agaIn & agaIn.. If possibLe, i juS waNt t0 LeaD a singLe Life.. happy happy happy.. =)

PS.. Fiona... I kn0w you are staying stronger than before.. caNt possibly Let myseLf down... =)

Work Out TimE...

2009-07-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

wHEw!!! i'm bAck h0me fr0m w0rk.. Ytd waS indeEd a exerciSe dAy.. wEnt t0 pLay baSketbaLL from 2pLus tiLL 3pLus and after that went t0 plaY badmintoN... Lastly of c0s the p0oL c0s shanG feN wanteD t0 swIm.. anD i g0t triCk bY JASON, JONG FU AND SHANG FEN.. Shang fEn 0s0 beaR t0 triCk mE Lor.. g0od Lor.. stupId jas0n idea.. grrr!! after swiMmIn, weNt f0r dinNer.. yea!! staRving Like mad.. haHax... w0rkIn tmL.. $$$$ ( =$ )

FinaLLy

2009-06-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

sEems Like wE havEn wEnt oUt Like hoW manY moNths?? todaY finaLLy geT Ben t0 bring mE oUt.. s0 saD.. i g0t t0 requesT.. LOUSY!! ytD stiLL arguE witH mE.. HUMPX!!! haHAx.. wEnT t0 toWn anD Lo0k foR bagS... kkZ.. nOw is a nEed, n0t a waNt, s0 i diE os0 g0t t0 geT iT, c0s my previous baG canT stuFf mY sChooL bo0ks In.. g0t myseLf tortuRe bY carryIn th0sE heavY b0ok in mY arMs..

Lo0k aroUnd bUt charleS anD keith, bUt didn't seEms t0 havE the baG i wanteD.. in thE enD, foUnd it at causewaY point.. LoLx.. g0t a beLt f0r w0rk aS my bLacK pants was reaLly daMm Lose..

whEw!! new baG.. $59.9o.. waS LucKy, c0s last 1..

Lol.. Ben behave Like a Little kid todAy wantIn th0se Qoo bottLes.. s0 chiLdiSh.. stiLL teLL me Dear.. nEver mind La.. totaL $9.9o stiLL g0t $o.1o changes lei. FinE.. i kn0w i canT st0p yoU.. g0 ahead anD bUy.. =.="

aftEr waLkin aroUnd, weNt t0 coLLect my pr0jEct papeRs anD haD dinNEr beforE headIn h0mE.. I knoW wE sEe eaCh othEr evErydaY, buT If onLy evEry month yoU arE wiLLing t0 bring me ouT, hoW nice wiLL it bE?? haiix... =(

oN thE waY hoMe.. =)

SMILE!!!

finaLLy.. my eGg curRy n0odLes foR suPper..
yea!! i kn0w i'm greeDy aT tiMEs.. heEhee...

HoMe SwEeT HoMe!!!!

FiniSh supPEr.. ZzzZzzZ!!!! SchooL tmL.. =)

27th June 2oo9

2009-06-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

when t0 w0rK t0daY aND Congrats t0 JONG FOO foR gettIn his nEw Bike..
hE kEna n0 m0oD t0 w0rk t0daY bec0s 0f hIs biKe.. hahAx.. yA.. we aLL kn0w u're verY excItEd, bUt waS kInda saD whEn hE toLd uS hE jumping t0 IndulgenCe.. Lolx.. shAng feN anD i keep peRsuAdiNg hIm t0 staY.. GUILTY LIAO RITE!!! =P

aftEr w0rk, whEn t0 thE carpaRk wheRe hE parkeD hiS biKe.. Lolx.. guEsS waD happEn?? happiLy waitIn f0r thE bIke t0 staRt, but caN staRt tHe engiNe.. -.-" g0t skiLL an0t?

waItiN anD waItIn...

2omiNs LatA... WAIT WAIT WAIT....

Jas0n tryIn haRd t0 geT the bIke staRted.. Lolx..

In the enD.. erMm.. i f0rg0tteN wh0 manAge t0 starT thE bIke.. =P

Lol.. jas0n riDe uS aroUnd.. waS kindA scare 0f sittIn, bUt realisE it waS quiTe fuN.. oSp.. haHAx.. weNt back afteR pLayin and manage t0 catCh thE Last traIn.. HOME SWEET HOME..

gLad thaT jas0n wEnt t0 b0ok hIs tp.. hahAx.. DeaL arHx.. we hAd a bEt.. if hE paSs, hE mUst treaT mE.. If faiL.. i trEat hIm.. s0 BETA PASS PASS PASS HOR!!!! =)

2009-06-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

[[-*fIoNa*-]]

LoL.. g0t mY fridge cut a feW daYs ag0.. LooK supEr kuKu noW.. thIs is wad i thought 0f.

veRy kUkU riTe?? hahax..

haHAx.. toDaY weNt t0 w0rk in the aftern0on anD was s0rt 0f late, c0s i waS veRy sLeepy.. =P

w0rst, i g0t tricK bY JASON KUAH agaIn anD agaIn.. I thiNk hE onE day nV tricK me, he wiLL n0t bE HAPPY Lor.. yTd haD sushi foR Lunch anD guEss waD.. hE bLuff me ab0ut the spArkLing saKe c0st $2 onLy.. But gueSs hoW mUch iT c0st??

cute?? my nEw bottLe.. $12.8o spArkLing saKe.. -.-"

And i g0t triCk bY hIm agaIn.. hE toLd me the Long joHn sLiver onLy g0t onE chicken bonazer f0r $9.9o anD n0t 2 sEt. I waS wondering, h0w can it bE... Zzzzz

Jason: Only g0t onE set of chicken bonazer

Me: huh?? means we kena bluff le arhx??
Jason: Ya lor.. kena bluff le...

Me: -.-" i g0 anD order another set..

Jason: Nvm la.. u eat.. I not hungry..

Me: Stand up.. going to buy..

Jason: Ehh.. Sit down la.. i bluff you la..

Me: Idiot la U..

STUPID.. U eat fuLL fuLL reaLly n0thin beta t0 d0 HUH? I guEss h0w mAny tiMes muSt hE bLuff me peR m0nTh?? NexT tIme i diE os0 w0nt believe u lia0 LA!!

STUPID PROJECT

2009-06-25T19:33:00.001-07:00

stuPid teacHer, sTupId proJect.. dunn0 waD the heLL sHe's teaChing.. finaLLy s0rt 0f finishing mY pr0jEct, but theRe's s0me err0r iN it, c0s i reaLLy dunn0 wad am i supp0se t0 d0.. Told my eLder sis ab0ut it anD shE was LikE... "WTF.. I WANT TO COMPLAIN HER.. WHAT KIND OF TEACHER IS SHE.. STUDENT ASK, U ASK THEM TO FIND OUT URSELF" okiEs.. i kneW tiS kiNd 0f thiNgs wiLL happEn if i toLd her.. haHAx.. Love her Lots..

t0ok piCtuRe 0f thE rabbIt yTd.. g0t scaRed bY it, cos thE rabbIt suddenly jUmP withoUt giVin mE n0ticE.. lolx.. if possibLe, i wouLd Like t0 kEep a dog as a pet, or hamster, OR SNAKES, WHITE TIGER?? =P haHAx.. juS kiddIng...

Ahhh.. s0 cuTe rIte... ^^

reach homE nearly t0 12am yTd.. anD wiLL be w0rking t0day.. $$$$$ =)
TaTa..

st jAmes

2009-06-20T00:35:00.001-07:00

heY.. wiLL be headIn t0 st jamEs Lata.. hahAx.. mY Dear bLood sis, Felicia Neo wiLL bE tuRnin 21st very s0on.. haHAx.. oLd lia0.. =P wiLL uPdaTE thE ph0t0 afTEr takIn.. =) wE gaLs anD gUys g0nnA Let our haiRs doWn t0daY.. Gonna bUy hEr favOurite caKe Lata.. Coffee cAke.. Jie fu iS w0rsT.. Fiona.. whEn is uR sis bIrthdaY hUh?? aSs.. Let hEr heaR, u die man.. haha

kInda g0t pIss 0ff wiF mY stupId bF.. ytd i aSk hIm tmL waNna g0 oUt, if duN wan, thaN i g0 t0 w0rk.. thaT stuPid boisaY okIes, n n0w hE's sLpin Like a pIg.. =.=" anD i toLd hIm bef0re hanD i waS g0in st jaMEs t0day,

He said.. I got say you can go meh?
I said.. You can go out, why i cannot??
He said.. Orhx.. Now know how to guai lan liao la..
I said... U first day know me arhx
He said.. OKIES.. u win.. throw me alone at home.. =(
I said.. U oso everytime throw me alone at home and go out wad...
He said.. Keep quite..

Lolx.. who aSk u t0 pIss me 0ff.. gaLs cannot be provoke understand anot??
hahAx.. but again.. i keep tellin myseLf.. i cant be s0ft-hearted.. okies.. tata

shAng fen, me n huI xin

w0rk ouT.. Lose tHat weIght.. =)

2009-06-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

wHEw... t0daY heaDin t0 th3 p0oL wiF mY 2 bestIes... bEen sUch a Long tiMe sIncE i mEet eE wEn.. Lolx..

t0daY eNd sch0oL aRouNd 11.2oaM.. weNt t0 shAng feN h0uSe anD waIted f0r eE wEn.. LoL.. sHE f0revEr deLay time maN.. kInda g0t pIss 0ff.. but FORGIVE YOU LA.. =)

sNap sh0t bY ShAng fEn

caM whoring whiLe waItIn f0r EE WEN

s0 ar0uNd 5+, wEnt swImmIn wIf eE wen, shANg feN, caiLin n shaNg feN yoUngeR c0usIn.. Lolx.. i waS freEzIn in thE waTEr, c0s it waS bL0odY coLd.. yEa.. damm coLd.. onLy cailIn n mE canT handLe thE coLdneSs In thE watEr.. LoLx.. wEnt t0 1.8 p0oL aS weLL... Lol.. it's waRmer iN theRe.. earLy n0e heaD t0 the 1.8 p0oL instEad 0f thE 1.2 p0oL.. stUpId riTe.. LoLx..

afTEr swImmin, wEnt t0 haVe dInn3r at c0mpAss poInt beFore caTchIn mY bUs h0me... Lucky tHE jOuneY waSnt thaT bAck.. t0oK 35miNs t0 reAch h0me.. yaWn.. i'M s0 s0 s0 haLf deAd n0w... bEn is stUck iN caMp.. Lolx.x. s0 b0ut 10+ hE reAch bAcK h0me.. haD oUr diNner.. g0sh.. 'm eatIn agaIn.. =X

bEf0re sLpin.. 0f c0s mY faciaL beauTy c0me fiRst la.. s0 i aSk deaR t0 pLay wIf mE.. Lolx.. hE agreE t0 taKe pIc jUs t0 enteRtaIn mE man.. suCh a miracLe.. wHy suddenLy bEc0me s0 guaI.. Lolx.. jk... =P

i kn0w very ugLy la.. LoLx..

sEe.. hE's reaLLy tryIn haRd t0 aCt cute Like a LittLe boY.. but 'm m0re cute.. dun bE saD okies.. haHAx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kKZ.. i kn0w u'rE tIred, afTer beIn 0n shIp f0r aLmost thE whoLe daY.. haVe a g0od Nit3 sLp mY boI.. =)

2009-06-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

Lolx.. yup.. was late f0r sCh0oL aS i kInda overslept... bLah!!! bLah!!! bLaH!!!

[-i haTe t0 admIt, but sOmetiMEs i dun eVEn understaNd my oWn f3eLinGs...-]

ToDay enD sCh0ol at 11.2o+.. waS g0in t0 d0 pr0jEct, bUt duE t0 s0mE probLem, wE decidEd t0 mAKe it tmL.. s0 reAch h0me quIte earLy.. yA.. waS b0rin, bUt i feLt happiEr.. COS PAY HAS FINALLY ARRIVAL.. LoLx.. aSk mY freN t0 baNk in foR me aS i'm n0t w0rkIn t0daY.. ThankS yA.. =) FinaLLy... i'm veRy br0ke noW.. ='(

[-'m juS a smple gaL wh0 waNts a smpLe Life-]

waS kInda b0red, s0 jUs t0ok a few pics.. Lolx.. tmL swImmIn tiMe wIf shAng fen n eE wEn afTer my pr0jEct.. =) NITES!!!!!

2009-06-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

g0Sh!!! i'm damm stuck uP wiF thE pr0jEct i havE on hand n0w.. Didnt reaLLy uNderstAnd waD is goIn oN.. gUesS i reaLLy diDnt weNt baCk t0 sch0oL f0r suCh a LonG period 0f tiME...
Did weNt t0 Libraby t0 did s0me rEsEarCh on motivAtiOn wif my cLassMatEs.. mAn.. reaL heaDaChe... anD w0rsT.. i didNt kn0w theRe's a LibraRy iN oUr scHooL.. Lolx.. =P

Big sIs caLled me t0daY.. askIn mE t0 celebratE father's dAy oN suN.. i'M s0rRy, hE's n0t w0rth t0 bE mY faTher... LeaviN uS aLonE... LikE 3yRs?? anD w0rst, i duN evEr waN t0 sEe that BITCH faCe.. It onLy spolit mY appetite & m0od...

TO: UGLY BITCH...

U THINK U REALLY VERY PRETTY ARHX.. EVERYTHING MUST GIVE WAY TO U.. S0RRY.. I'M NOT MY DAD... U DUN PROVIDE ME WIF A SHELTER AND INCOME, SO DUN ACT LIKE U'RE REALLY OUR STEPMUM... WE 3 ONLY HAVE 1 MUM NAME DOREEN TAN CHEW PENG... ALTHOUGH SHE IS NOT AROUND, BUT I BET SHE WILL LOOK AFTER US EVEN SHE'S RESTING PEACEFULLY IN HEAVEN.. YEA.. SHE WILL HAUNT U LIKE YOU SAID.. U STUPID BITCH CAUSE US T0 BE H0MELESS..

TO: MY OWN DAD...

Be gLad thaT i'M stiLL caLLin u dAd... yEt yoU treaT uS Like wE doN't exsist... waN t0 mEet uR daUghtEr 0s0 neEd t0 geT permissIon fr0m hEr.. Are U heNpeCk oR s0methiNg? i kn0w i caN bE stubb0rn at tiMEs, bUt i cAnt heLp bUt t0 haTe yoU.. i wiLL aLwaYs rmB that sLap u gaVE mE...

*ps.. Sat St James.. aNyonE wanna c0me? =)
Jie jIe iS turnIn 21st oN 23.o6.o9...
mY beLoveD eLdeR sIS.. =)

sch0oL + w0rk = SHAG!!!

2009-06-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

w0w.. sLept ar0und 2aM in thE morNin, anD w0ke up b0ut 6.45.. s0x.. prePare t0 g0 t0 schooL.. buT i'M stiLL Late in the enD.. =p
yEa... I'm tRyIn mY beSt t0 bE earLy..

afTer sch0oL, wEnt t0 w0rk.. n0 choicE, i g0nNa eaRn inc0me mYseLf.. wh0 aS me t0 haVe SUCH INRESPONSIBLE FATHER.. s0rRy.. n0 LonGer a fatHer t0 mE.. I HATE YOU.. NOT ONLY YOU... THAT BITCH AS WELL... YOU RUIN OUR FAMILY LIFES... u raTheR Let uR 3 daughteR suFfer thAn uR preciOus DEAR WIFE.. mUm's death anniversary, u 0s0 ListEn t0 hEr n diDn't viSit hEr.. guEsS wE owE u oN ouR previoUs Life

hAppily tHat wE 3 sibLinGs are stiLL stAyIn aLive... weLL.. i wiLl stiLl stAy stroNg.. i ofteN remind myseLf thaT 7 moNths time wiLL paSs quickLy..

to0k pIc whiLe w0rkin.. upL0ad next tImes.. =)

DoubLe O ph0t0s

2009-06-13T22:21:00.000-07:00

5th June 2oo9

ph0t0s d0 the talkin.. aLthoUgh iS LikE a weEk ag0.. haHAx..

thE 3 bLo0d sIsterS..

jie mei n me

Ivan waS kInda druNk iN the enD

LoLx.. dA jie n me

My Little sIs

ediT by little sis..

jie fu cAme t0 pick us around 2+.. s0 go0D rite.. =)

reAch h0me b0ut 3.. yAwn.. bath n sLp.. =)

h0me sWeet h0me.. NITES!!!!

JERK

2009-06-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

13th June 2oo9 (Sat)

wEnt t0 w0rk around 3+ t0daY.. and mEt jAson at the traIn statIon.. headed 0ff t0 w0rK wiF hiM aS wE t0ok thE saMe traIn.. hahAx.. t0day kinda Lots 0f ppL.. hmmm.. weNt t0 have dInneR wif shAng feN anD waS quite sHockin thAt hEr eX wanted t0 havE thE ring hE gavE heR.. WTF.. waD kInd 0f man are yoU? oSp.. u'Re n0t fitteD t0 bE caLLed aS a mAn.. JERK!!! i th0ugh hE wouLd aS Least saY (iT's alright.. kEeP thE ring as a memorIes)..

Is Like waD thE **** rIght? weLL.. as LeaSt n0w shAng feN is awaKe.. yEa!!! evEyonE is hAppie thaT shang feN hAs br0kEn 0f wIf a JERK!!! weLL.. t0daY enD w0rk b0ut 11pM.. LoLx.. yEs!! earnIn m0re m0ney... =)

finaLLy i'm HOME SWEET HOME... kKz.. n0t exCatly mY h0mE.. bUt gLad i havE a sheLter ovEr mE f0r n0w..

tHaNks AuNtiE n uncLe.. =)

w0rK oUt?? swImmIng tiMe

2009-06-12T22:22:00.000-07:00

oSp.. didnt to0k pr0perLy.. =P

11th June 2oo9

t0daY aftEr Lesson, weNt t0 sEng kang t0 meEt shang fen darLin 0f cos... =)

reaCh boUt 12+ at thE Lrt n head t0 anchorvaLe cc... at FARMWAY.. Lolx.. reaLLy farmway man.. s0 many inseCts n the weAtheR was terribLe h0t...

bUt i waS compLainin i was hungry, s0 she g0t n0 choiCe bUt acc0mpANy mE t0 mac anD EAT!!!! paradiSe... hahAx... shaNg fen younger coUsin caMe aS weLL.. lOl.. hE daMm adoRabLe man.. hahAx..

swim boUt 2hr, i staRt compLainin i'm hunGry agaIn.. =P

wEnt t0 compass poiNt and had fish bee hoOn.. YUMMY!!!! afTer eatin, whiLe t0 heR houSe foR awhile, bEfore headiN hoMe..

he veRy cute rite.. Lolx...

Yawn.. i'm s0 s0 s0 shAg... whiLe.. Nites ppL.. =)

sTay happY..

2009-06-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

9th June 2oo9 Tuesday

evEr w0ndEr why thIngs tuRn oUt badLy?? c0s thEre'S suCh gUys wh0 reaLLy exiSit in tIs w0rLd.. i cant denie, bUt i have meEt 1 aS weLL..

TO: shang feN

i n0e n0w wiLL be a hArd periOd foR you, bUt We wiLL aLwaYS staY by uR siDe whEn u nEed uS yA.. .. wad r frens foR?? =) s0 mAke suRe u stay happe and gEt oVer hIm aSap.. hE's n0thin bUt aN aSs... =P

d0in funNy pattErns.. haHA

t0dAy headin t0 t0wn wif sHanG fen n haD dinNer wiF wei kiong n twee huI.. w0w.. finaLLy i g0t mY 0ff day.. haHa... hmmm.. mOney matters.. ='( afTer dinNer, thEy went bAck t0 w0rk, whiLe i acc0mpAny shanG fen t0 Lo0k aT her buRberRy bags.. Lolx.. i waS aimmIn f0r onE as weLL.. osp.. bUt n0t foR thE tmes being....

hMmm... i n0tcie thaT my Legs was quite Long h0r.. =P

Me n sHAng Fen.. =)

2009-06-11T10:16:00.001-07:00

There.. A new blogskin.
Hope you like it.
xoxo.

Denise.