.Monday, July 19, 2010 @ 4:32 AM Y
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Always fantansing in the world of dream land.. w0nderin to trUst u or t0 truSt my eyes??
s0 s0 many things i yearn to have, but i'm jus g0t back almost n0thin.. Is this wad i really really wanted?
If i'm to let go now, i guess it's just all to Late... If u really love a person, you will spare a though for them.. Rite? You nv wanted me to t0uch alchol, fine.. i oblighted most of the times.
You nv wanted me to be around when u're with your friens... Fine!! I gave in... You nv wanted go hang out with my frens either.. ok... Ya... nvm.. i give in...
You claim you wanted to marry me, at my back, you jus simply told ur frens... "i nv though of marryin her" Ok.. what the hell you wan??
You say you will nv contact your ex.. but wad i saw.. you been tryin to search her profile high and low... YA!!! I"M INVISABLE TO YOU!! I'm not a human.. I'm jus a spare tyre to you rite??? Stop putting on a show and claim how much you love me.. st0p lying ok.. I had enough...
I will hate you for the rest of my life. You force me to..
.Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 6:47 AM Y
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Happie Belated Birthday my dearest Sis.... Met Joyce baby and my darling sis at town for dinner. Walk around and finally, settle down with a fine western resturant... My sis really know how to chose Hor... =.="
Nvm.. Birthday Treat.. Hahax.. Waitin for smetimes before our food was serve... Joyce sure had a hard time slicing her BEEF STEAK!!! LoLx.. Ended up, she gave up chewing it too...
Look tempting??
Finaly after dinner, when to shop around as Sis wanted to buy a shoe... Ai mei bu yao ming.. Lolx.. Blister are appearing yet she still wanted to buy a pair of new heels.. Finally after 1hr++, she mangage to buy 1 pair and we headed off to Boat Qeuy for Shisha...
Stupid Bitch, wanted to smoke Shisha... Make Joyce smoke also.. Kill her... =P
Finally i ended up watchin soccer... GOAL!!! Holland beated Brazil... WHEW!!!!
PICTURES!!!
Finally, headed down to Le Noir as Joyce wants to Club... CLUBBER!! Lolx... Around 2am, send Joyce home before i head home... happie 22nd Birthday Old Lady.. =P Ops.. I mean Jie Jie... Heehee!!!
.Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 2:48 AM Y
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Our Group Photo..
Hey My FrenS!! Yea.. It's a Fri Nite... Ended work at 5.30pm SHARP!! Yea.. Meeting Ee wen and clique tonight... ^^
Met Mei Nu Ee Wen at Bugis first and went to had dinner as i was starving like hell... Ate pasta as i didnt have it for such a long time... Walk around and brough earrings as i need a few pair.. hahax.. Ee wen finally brought her shoe.. Saw Xiao Hui which was Jie Jie Sec classmate.. OMG!! Lots of changes.. Yea.. Ppl do change... Me myself, have totally change.. hahahax..
Around 9+, went to eat again.. LoLx.. After eating, heading down to PS and waited for Benny they all.. Catch the Movie Once a Gangster.. Ok.. This Show is FuCkin LAME AND Stupid...
Before the Movie... PIC!!!
TPSS
Benny, Ee Wen & Me
^^
Saw Angela and Ee Wen make her take pic..
Twist!!!
HAha!! Cai Lin is so cute man..
After the movie, when to Jalan Kayu and had prata.. Was damm sleepy man.. Finally.. Home Sweet Home at 5am+.. Thanks Ee wen as she ask her bf to send me home.. Love you lots ok.. ^^..Bath!! Dry my hair,... ZzZzZZZzzzZ at 6+ in the morning... Swit Dream
.Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 5:59 AM Y
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Hi my future!!! Hmmm.. i'm all prepare.. prepare to let go already.. I'm tired.. very very tired...
Seriously, i dunno wad am i thinking... Am i really thinkin to much which tend to make me feel insecure or this is the fact that we 2 belong to 2 diff world...
Well... I wont shred anymore... Really!!! I will lead my own life without suffering... =3
My BFF (CHERYLL) thank you for accompany me that nite.. Had Lots of fun man.. Miss those time back with you.. heehee!!!
BFF!!!!!
Mirror Mirror on the wall
Snap SnaP!!!
hMmmm!!!
I Jus love myself too much!!
Hi Future.. Looking forward.. ^^
I guess it's time
You was so sweet in the past..GoodBye my sweet Moment!!! You will always hold a special place...
.Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 4:58 AM Y
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It has been 4yrs and 1mth... I guess you actually no longer love me but chose to keep quiet.. Is it because i didnt have a place to stay?? You always claim that this is not the reason.. How am i suppose to believe you??
Hmmm... But somehow, this day still have to come.. Am i rite?? No point holdin on to a R/S that you are not happy with.. Yea!! I will always stay strong... Keep smiling.. =)
.Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 7:37 PM Y
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Fiona.. Why are you so stubborn?? You know the truth yet refuse to accept it.. Stupid...
Refuse to accept the bad side but keep thinkin how good he is. STUPID!!!!
Somehow, my life is a story, a story with no ending till i die... I guess i got the answer to myself, but i continued to deceive myself. I will be strong and lead my own life happily. Well... You always say that you wanted to marry me, but your heart say a diff side.. Lucky for me to find out the true, if not i will still be living in my fairytale land believing that you will really marry me someday.. Dun have to force yourself to say if you dun want to.. I will still lead my life as usual.
Dun worry, i will grant you wish.
I wont Love you that much like before. ^^
I will Be Happy... =)
Why did you claim that you wanted to marry me when you didnt mean it??
I Love Myself.. =3
*If somehow, you are reading this, dun ask me anything. .Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 12:30 AM Y
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Hi My dear Blog,
I will wish myself a Happie Advance 4yrs Anniversary. 22/o4/o6 - 22/o4/10
For wad i known, this is my longest and experience alot of happy and unhappy moment.
Thanks Panda, for the gift. I hope you treasure me more that before. Although i'm very tired and always wanted to let go, as i really wanted a guy who will care about my feelings, that really love me whole hearted, but i am content that we use to have happy moments. Xie Xie Ni.
My Present
I guess i can be very happy with jus a little present or something, i dun ask for much either. All i wanted is to be out with you till late on Sat nite for occasion, but i know this is impossible. Whenever i see my frens, i admire them. Everyone started asking me, you no Bf? Hmmm.. This is the time i always felt sad, lonely... Sometimes Kor kor cares for my feelings more than Ben does... Sigh!!!! ='(((
You once told me that if i dun like, i can leave.. If i really leave, will you be happier?? If yes, than i will leave.. Maybe in the 1st place, we should'nt have got back as our character dun suit. Well.. since i already chose this path, i will work hard to save this R/S till the day i cant endure... Happie 4yrs Ben Quek. Love you.. =3
